Back to normal
After a rough couple of weeks mostly beating myself up for stuff that doesnt even matter I'm starting to get back on track. I'm going back to normal and is slowly starting to feel better.
Tomorrow afternoon I'll be going back home and before that I have to take care of the laundry.
I just want to take this opportunity and say thank you to all of you for bearing with me the last couple of weeks.
You are wonderful each and everyone of you. <3
Tomorrow afternoon I'll be going back home and before that I have to take care of the laundry.
I just want to take this opportunity and say thank you to all of you for bearing with me the last couple of weeks.
You are wonderful each and everyone of you. <3
Reminder:
What you do today will be a part of who you are tomorrow, but the past is the past and now is now.
Hold my hand...
Hold my hand and walk with me for a while
Where are we going? I dont know
As long as you're by my side I dont care
You hold my heart in your hands.
You stole it from me and it's yours to keep.
I walk by your side as long as you need me to.
As long as you want me there.
I feel safe with you, I feel safe by your side.
Where are we going, I dont know.
As Long as you're by my side I dont care.
Where are we going? I dont know
As long as you're by my side I dont care
You hold my heart in your hands.
You stole it from me and it's yours to keep.
I walk by your side as long as you need me to.
As long as you want me there.
I feel safe with you, I feel safe by your side.
Where are we going, I dont know.
As Long as you're by my side I dont care.
Tuesday
I dag är en allt för seg dag, har sovit bort så gott som hela dagen och nu sitter jag och glor på simpsons på tv:n i brist på annat att göra. Önskar verkligen att tiden gick lite snabbare.
Blev i alla fall en liten tur i volvon men det är halt som fan ute, näst intill omöjligt att hålla sig på vägen.
Gick ju bra i alla fall som tur var. Hälsade på mormor ett tag.
Har inte så mycket mer att säga för tillfället. Jag är bara så trött på det här.
Today's way too slow, slept almost the whole day away and now I'm stuck in front of the tv watching simpsons.
There's just nothing else to do! I really wish time would pass a little bit faster.
At least I went for a ride in the volvo but it's almost impossible to stay on the road because of all the snow and ice. Went well anyways, Went to visit my grandma for a while.
Dont have much more to say at the moment, I'm just so tired of this.
Blev i alla fall en liten tur i volvon men det är halt som fan ute, näst intill omöjligt att hålla sig på vägen.
Gick ju bra i alla fall som tur var. Hälsade på mormor ett tag.
Har inte så mycket mer att säga för tillfället. Jag är bara så trött på det här.
Today's way too slow, slept almost the whole day away and now I'm stuck in front of the tv watching simpsons.
There's just nothing else to do! I really wish time would pass a little bit faster.
At least I went for a ride in the volvo but it's almost impossible to stay on the road because of all the snow and ice. Went well anyways, Went to visit my grandma for a while.
Dont have much more to say at the moment, I'm just so tired of this.
Home Alone Handlotion
Cant help wondering which kind of crowd this is supposed to be sold to....
Just another boring monday
I'm beeing lazy today, just lying on the couch doing... well, nothing to be honest!
I'm just out of energy.
Tomorrow I'm going back home, had a couple of fun days here at my mothers place.
I have to finnish my laundry before I leave, but I got all night so there's no hurry yet. :)
Dont really have anything new to tell you. I'm just here, existing.
I'm just out of energy.
Tomorrow I'm going back home, had a couple of fun days here at my mothers place.
I have to finnish my laundry before I leave, but I got all night so there's no hurry yet. :)
Dont really have anything new to tell you. I'm just here, existing.
Regrets or no regrets...
To continue what I was talking about last night I feel like I have some more to say about it.
There's always stuff in life you regret, stuff you could have done so much better, stuff you regret you gave up because you didnt have the energy or because it didnt seem important to you at the moment.
I have a couple of those things as well, what comes to mind and which I still can be really mad at myself for is that I quit writing and that I quit playing the violin for instance.
I think I was 11 years old the first time something which I wrote got published. I entered a competition where you were supposed to write one chapter for a book and I was so happy when my part actually got chosen! Damn, I could hardly believe it. This was a long time ago but well. I'm really trying to pick my writing up again, and this blog is just the beginning. Unfortunately I lack inspiration at the moment for books and novels but well... I'm working on it.
Other things that comes to mind is soccer, basketball and just stuff like that.
There was a time in my life where I really didnt have any energy to do anything, a time where there was no inspiration. Anyhow I'm doing what I can to at least be able to pick some of these things up again.
Step by step....
It's not just negative tho'... There's things which I'm really proud of. Like my photography for example, I learn more about it every day. Both photography and editing and I've been working really hard on it. There is always something new to learn and it's just so much fun!
Another example is that I speak 3 different languages, 2 of them fluently.
I try to learn something new everyday and I have a lot of fun doing it.
Anyhow: Regrets or no regrets, I'm still standing...
There's always stuff in life you regret, stuff you could have done so much better, stuff you regret you gave up because you didnt have the energy or because it didnt seem important to you at the moment.
I have a couple of those things as well, what comes to mind and which I still can be really mad at myself for is that I quit writing and that I quit playing the violin for instance.
I think I was 11 years old the first time something which I wrote got published. I entered a competition where you were supposed to write one chapter for a book and I was so happy when my part actually got chosen! Damn, I could hardly believe it. This was a long time ago but well. I'm really trying to pick my writing up again, and this blog is just the beginning. Unfortunately I lack inspiration at the moment for books and novels but well... I'm working on it.
Other things that comes to mind is soccer, basketball and just stuff like that.
There was a time in my life where I really didnt have any energy to do anything, a time where there was no inspiration. Anyhow I'm doing what I can to at least be able to pick some of these things up again.
Step by step....
It's not just negative tho'... There's things which I'm really proud of. Like my photography for example, I learn more about it every day. Both photography and editing and I've been working really hard on it. There is always something new to learn and it's just so much fun!
Another example is that I speak 3 different languages, 2 of them fluently.
I try to learn something new everyday and I have a lot of fun doing it.
Anyhow: Regrets or no regrets, I'm still standing...
2 down, 363 to go!
In a great mood today, spent the day with my friends again.
We were sitting on each side of the room with a laptop each, yep that's our version of hanging out. XD
Besides that I've just played some Halo on the XBOX with my brother.
Damn, is he a good player or what! Compared to him I suck big time!
Now I dont really know what to do. I'm thinking about writing a little bit or maybe going through some pics.
After all I brough my external harddrive when I went here.
I'm actually kind of bored, theres absolutely nothing to do around here.
But hey:
2 down 363 to go!
We were sitting on each side of the room with a laptop each, yep that's our version of hanging out. XD
Besides that I've just played some Halo on the XBOX with my brother.
Damn, is he a good player or what! Compared to him I suck big time!
Now I dont really know what to do. I'm thinking about writing a little bit or maybe going through some pics.
After all I brough my external harddrive when I went here.
I'm actually kind of bored, theres absolutely nothing to do around here.
But hey:
2 down 363 to go!
I'm my own worst enemy
Sometimes I just get so mad at myself. I just dont seem to be able to do anything right no matter how hard I try.
I know I might be exaggerating a little bit right now but that's the feeling I get.
Today has been pretty good anyways, spent some time with my friends and J got to drive the volvo a little bit.
I think he likes that car just as much as I do.
It needs a lot of work, but damn it's so worth it.
Well, my friends tomorrow is another day and I believe I do need a little bit of rest before it gets here.
I'm going back into town again for god knows how long.
I just wish time would pass faster sometimes. I just want february to get here!
1 down, 364 to go.
I know I might be exaggerating a little bit right now but that's the feeling I get.
Today has been pretty good anyways, spent some time with my friends and J got to drive the volvo a little bit.
I think he likes that car just as much as I do.
It needs a lot of work, but damn it's so worth it.
Well, my friends tomorrow is another day and I believe I do need a little bit of rest before it gets here.
I'm going back into town again for god knows how long.
I just wish time would pass faster sometimes. I just want february to get here!
1 down, 364 to go.
New Years Eve 2010
New years eve was a lot of fun. Spent time with my brother and my two best friends J & J.
We made some dinner, watched some tv and just spent some time together.
It was a night filled with laughter and a lot of crazy stuff!
Of course I started the new year by getting hit by a rocket. Go me!
I felt how something hit me in the back and at the same time J pushed me away. A little bit too late tho' the rocket already had hit me. I was lucky anyways and we got a really good laugh!
Another things is that we actually for once managed to take a lot of pics yesterday. We've spent every new years together for as long as we can remember now and we dont have a single pic. That changed yesterday tho' haha.
I'm going to show you some of them atleast. Not the ones taken with my camera tho' only the ones from my cellphone hehe.
So here I am, the first day of the year just waiting for my friends to get back here so that we can go home to my grandmas. Yesterday was really good, unfortunately there was someone missing tho'. I guess I'll just have to have patience.
Happy new year to all of you!
CHEERS!
We made some dinner, watched some tv and just spent some time together.
It was a night filled with laughter and a lot of crazy stuff!
Of course I started the new year by getting hit by a rocket. Go me!
I felt how something hit me in the back and at the same time J pushed me away. A little bit too late tho' the rocket already had hit me. I was lucky anyways and we got a really good laugh!
Another things is that we actually for once managed to take a lot of pics yesterday. We've spent every new years together for as long as we can remember now and we dont have a single pic. That changed yesterday tho' haha.
I'm going to show you some of them atleast. Not the ones taken with my camera tho' only the ones from my cellphone hehe.
So here I am, the first day of the year just waiting for my friends to get back here so that we can go home to my grandmas. Yesterday was really good, unfortunately there was someone missing tho'. I guess I'll just have to have patience.
Happy new year to all of you!
CHEERS!
Good morning!
I just woke up (yeah, yeah way too late I know) and now I'm just waiting for my friends to get here.
We're just going to make some food and spend some quality time together I guess.
Anyhow that's much better than spending the evening drunk and waking up with the worlds worst head ache tomorrow haha. Been there, done that...
Vaknade just (yeah, yeah jag vet att det är alldeles för sent) och nu väntar jag på att mina kompisar ska komma hit.
Vi ska bara laga lite mat och spendera lite tid tillsammans.
Hur som helst är det mycket bättre än att spendera kvällen full och vakna med världens värsta huvudvärk.
Har gjort det alldeles för många gånga förut...
We're just going to make some food and spend some quality time together I guess.
Anyhow that's much better than spending the evening drunk and waking up with the worlds worst head ache tomorrow haha. Been there, done that...
Vaknade just (yeah, yeah jag vet att det är alldeles för sent) och nu väntar jag på att mina kompisar ska komma hit.
Vi ska bara laga lite mat och spendera lite tid tillsammans.
Hur som helst är det mycket bättre än att spendera kvällen full och vakna med världens värsta huvudvärk.
Har gjort det alldeles för många gånga förut...
Laughing at myself
Haha, I'm sitting here laughing at myself at the moment. Was reading some blogs and ended up @ Stina-Lee's blogg as always, read the latest entry and then started to look for a like-button.
I do believe I use facebook a little bit too much, it's just so typical me to do something like that!
I'm 20 and I'm already acting like a senile old lady.
And in swedish:
Haha, sitter här och skrattar åt mig själv för tillfället. Kikade runt på lite olika bloggar och hamnade som vanlig på Stina-Lee's blogg. Efter att ha läst det senaste inlägget började jag av ren vana att leta efter "gilla-knappen".
Jag tror nog att jag använder facebook lite för mycket, det är bara så typsik mig att göra något sådant!
Jag är 20 år gammal och jag beter mig redan som en senil gammal dam.
I do believe I use facebook a little bit too much, it's just so typical me to do something like that!
I'm 20 and I'm already acting like a senile old lady.
And in swedish:
Haha, sitter här och skrattar åt mig själv för tillfället. Kikade runt på lite olika bloggar och hamnade som vanlig på Stina-Lee's blogg. Efter att ha läst det senaste inlägget började jag av ren vana att leta efter "gilla-knappen".
Jag tror nog att jag använder facebook lite för mycket, det är bara så typsik mig att göra något sådant!
Jag är 20 år gammal och jag beter mig redan som en senil gammal dam.
My 2010
Come to think of it, the year 2010 a lot of things has happened.
It's the year when I crashed my car, the year when I met some really important persons in my life, the year when I found myself without a home and the year when I actually started to study again.
The car crash I still remember like it was yesterday, we were 3 persons in the car and my dog.
Fortunately all of us got away without a scratch, some back pain and a shock but that was pretty much it.
I'm so thankful that everyone was okay. We were really lucky that night.
A car drove out right in front of our car and the roads were really icy, we didnt have a chance to stop even tho' we werent driving fast at all.
This is also the year when I got my first SLR - camera. It was a present from my mom on my 20th birthday and I'm so incredibly happy about it. Photography is my passion and it gives me energy and relaxes me.
There's nothing better than taking your camera with you and go for a long nice walk in the forest, just enjoying the silence and watching every detail around you trying to find a good motif. I just love it!
This is also the year when I got kicked out of my home. I still havent found anywhere permanent to stay but I'm working on it but nothing bad that doesnt bring something good. I've realized what kind of incredible people I have around me. By the time this happened I realized that my friends and family are amazing. They're always there for me and I cant express how much I appriciate what you've done for me. Each and everyone of you are wonderful.
Now, the last thing I wanna do is thank everyone. New and old persons in my life. All the people that has been there for me and that somehow make my life worth living. This year I've met a lot of new persons which have really moved me in one way or another. I've realized how lucky I am. So old and new friends, I just want to thank you all one more time for everything you've done for me and wish you all a Happy New Year!
Let's hope next year will be even better! I have a feeling it will...
It's the year when I crashed my car, the year when I met some really important persons in my life, the year when I found myself without a home and the year when I actually started to study again.
The car crash I still remember like it was yesterday, we were 3 persons in the car and my dog.
Fortunately all of us got away without a scratch, some back pain and a shock but that was pretty much it.
I'm so thankful that everyone was okay. We were really lucky that night.
A car drove out right in front of our car and the roads were really icy, we didnt have a chance to stop even tho' we werent driving fast at all.
This is also the year when I got my first SLR - camera. It was a present from my mom on my 20th birthday and I'm so incredibly happy about it. Photography is my passion and it gives me energy and relaxes me.
There's nothing better than taking your camera with you and go for a long nice walk in the forest, just enjoying the silence and watching every detail around you trying to find a good motif. I just love it!
This is also the year when I got kicked out of my home. I still havent found anywhere permanent to stay but I'm working on it but nothing bad that doesnt bring something good. I've realized what kind of incredible people I have around me. By the time this happened I realized that my friends and family are amazing. They're always there for me and I cant express how much I appriciate what you've done for me. Each and everyone of you are wonderful.
Now, the last thing I wanna do is thank everyone. New and old persons in my life. All the people that has been there for me and that somehow make my life worth living. This year I've met a lot of new persons which have really moved me in one way or another. I've realized how lucky I am. So old and new friends, I just want to thank you all one more time for everything you've done for me and wish you all a Happy New Year!
Let's hope next year will be even better! I have a feeling it will...
Promises
Hello guys!
I'm still alive, it's just been a lot with christmas and a lot of other things as well.
New years eve tomorrow! I cant belive another year has passed already!
I've been thinking a lot about this with the promises we make on new years eve. At first I actually was thinking about making one, I was thinking about quitting to smoke. But do you know what? I know I will break that promise and I know that if I do I will feel really bad about it. So guess what, I'm not making one. If I wanna smoke I'll smoke, If I dont want to smoke I wont.
There you go, no promise, no regrets!
I'm just going to live.
I'm still alive, it's just been a lot with christmas and a lot of other things as well.
New years eve tomorrow! I cant belive another year has passed already!
I've been thinking a lot about this with the promises we make on new years eve. At first I actually was thinking about making one, I was thinking about quitting to smoke. But do you know what? I know I will break that promise and I know that if I do I will feel really bad about it. So guess what, I'm not making one. If I wanna smoke I'll smoke, If I dont want to smoke I wont.
There you go, no promise, no regrets!
I'm just going to live.
From one place to another...
Well guys, for the third time this month I'm getting my stuff together. Only for a day this time but well...
I'm getting so used to moving around now that it doesnt really bother me.
One night here and one night there... Sure, its a little bit annoying not to have anywhere to go but atleast this time I get to see my beloved pets again. I will probably be back here again tomorrow.
Cheers!
I'm getting so used to moving around now that it doesnt really bother me.
One night here and one night there... Sure, its a little bit annoying not to have anywhere to go but atleast this time I get to see my beloved pets again. I will probably be back here again tomorrow.
Cheers!
Good morning!
Woke up at 06.35 today, I havent been awake that early in years!
Anyhow I managed to go back to sleep for a while and woke up again at 10.
Thank god! Like I'm not going crazy the way it is.
It's just so god damn boring to not have anything to do during the days. I need a hobby. XD
Did by the way have the most amazing dream. You know that kind of dream that feels real and which you just dont want to wake up from.
Only a couple of months left now... I really cant wait.
Anyhow, later tonight I'm going home to my mother for a while. Just to spend some time with the rest of my family and my pets. For you who doesnt know it I actually have 2 horses, 5 cats and a dog.
Unfortunately I couldnt bring any of them with me but I know that they like it better where they are now and they are good taken care of.
Anyhow I managed to go back to sleep for a while and woke up again at 10.
Thank god! Like I'm not going crazy the way it is.
It's just so god damn boring to not have anything to do during the days. I need a hobby. XD
Did by the way have the most amazing dream. You know that kind of dream that feels real and which you just dont want to wake up from.
Only a couple of months left now... I really cant wait.
Anyhow, later tonight I'm going home to my mother for a while. Just to spend some time with the rest of my family and my pets. For you who doesnt know it I actually have 2 horses, 5 cats and a dog.
Unfortunately I couldnt bring any of them with me but I know that they like it better where they are now and they are good taken care of.
Evil eye
Sometimes when I'm bored I just thank god for my sketch pens. I might not be the best artist in the world but atleast I have fun. In my opinion that's what matters.
Messed up!
Feeling slightly better today and my fever is almost gone. Still trying to get a lot of rest to, all I can hope for is that I'll feel better before christmas.
At the moment I'm waiting for my mother to get here to give me my christmaspresent from my grandpa which is well needed at this moment. Christmas isnt so bad after all haha.
I have to go there someday, to take care of all of my animals and just get some fresh air.
I just have to figure out how to get there since I dont have a car to drive at the moment.
Bus isnt really a option, it's way to expensive.
Haha, it's funny that they want people to take the bus instead of driving by themselves to save the enviroment when the bus is so fucking expensive that no one can afford it. Let's face it, as long as it's cheaper to use the car instead of the bus no one will take the bus. I'm just saying...
At the moment I'm waiting for my mother to get here to give me my christmaspresent from my grandpa which is well needed at this moment. Christmas isnt so bad after all haha.
I have to go there someday, to take care of all of my animals and just get some fresh air.
I just have to figure out how to get there since I dont have a car to drive at the moment.
Bus isnt really a option, it's way to expensive.
Haha, it's funny that they want people to take the bus instead of driving by themselves to save the enviroment when the bus is so fucking expensive that no one can afford it. Let's face it, as long as it's cheaper to use the car instead of the bus no one will take the bus. I'm just saying...
Jeff Dunham
Hello guys!
I woke up feeling like shit this morning, dizzy and fever.
You all know what that means, right? MOVIEDAY!
Been watching Jeff Dunham - Spark of insanity and there's only one way to describe it really:
Funny as hell!!
You gotta love Achmed the dead terrorist!
I woke up feeling like shit this morning, dizzy and fever.
You all know what that means, right? MOVIEDAY!
Been watching Jeff Dunham - Spark of insanity and there's only one way to describe it really:
Funny as hell!!
You gotta love Achmed the dead terrorist!
He didnt hit the highway XD
What if all cops were like this? LOL
